The last year has been hard on me mentally. I can’t really say it has anything to do with our little miracle babe but everything else around has been hard. I say that and then think…’am I just making excuses for why I am where I am?’
It is hard to tell at this point. I haven’t been around sharing much because I feel like I have really just been….stuck. Not quite sure on which way I want to go so just trying to chug along. I hate that feeling to be honest. I like to have a goal that I am excited about and lately everything just feels daunting and tiring. Maybe this is my PMS talking or something but this is where I am and I figured what better place to get this out and hopefully move forward.
I have been realizing that I have been living in a fixed mindset of ‘you can’t’. So obviously anything I want to do I am already telling myself I can’t…therefore…I am not. Time for a change for me. I need, no, I HAVE to change that mindset for me, for Jenson and for Tanner.
So how do I make those changes? Well I am not expert but I am going to start with being nice to myself. Stopping my limiting beliefs and stop worrying about what others think of me or think of my actions. AND…just totally made that sound SUPER easy! ha ha ha! Well I know it isn’t but I am going to start working towards these goals. If you have any tips I would love to hear them!